[Centigonal]

oh, I wish. I have spent multiple 16 hour days watching just minecraft youtube videos. I'm an adult with responsibilities and many sources of joy and fulfillment outside of youtube. My personal appetite for mindless internet content appears to be infinite.

[mavhc]

Spend time examining your own brain to find out why

[Centigonal]

Been there, done that. Multiple years, multiple modalities. Understanding a system doesn't give you control over it, although it helps.