[andoando]

I definitely got europhic feelings first time around, but slightly down the line, more energy, calm, focus. My euruka moment was just doing the dishes and actually somewhat enjoying it. Normally I DREAD simple tasks like that. I was just thinking is this what people normally feel?? I wish I was like that all the time.

After a while though Im not quite certain what the residual effects were. Maybe slightly more focus, but I still couldn't focus on my work, side projects, hobbies and any increased focus there was went to video games and bad habits.

Perhaps issue is Im beyond bored of my job that nothing can save it and need to make an active effort to be disciplined