[HenryBemis]

Is there somewhere (family/cousin/old friend) that can get you our of the street for a few months? Even if it's a garage or a tent in their backyard. Something where you can shave, shower, wash your clothes (perhaps get some of their spare clothes)? I sometimes listen to Dave Ramsey show, perhaps give him/them a ring? They sometimes help people out, or can help set you up with some local church (I'm not religious and I don't assume you are)(but some churches and priests do "god's work" to help people in time of need)(and you are in it). I know Ramsey would say "go to Walmart and start stocking shelves" (or something similar - find something that will pay -whatever is a minimum/decent in the US- and work 10-12 hours per day 6 days a week (rice & beans). And once you got a momentum going and got your fist 5k in the bank you can start thinking options.

Your desktop, can you trade it for a decent laptop?