[dirtybirdnj]

> Start a side project that nobody needs but you, purely for the sensation of making a thing that you like.

I did this and it's led to making friends and a lot of really good things in life. It's so good that not being able to give it the attention it needs to flourish is one of the things bringing me down most.

I can see what I want just beyond the fence in front of me... I don't know how to get over it yet.