[pizzadog]

I hardly post here but I just wanted to say that this is also my experience exactly. Addies were a godsend at first, I was able to succeed at school and dedicated hobbies for the first time in my goddamn life, but after the honeymoon phase (6-8 months) I was struggling with a really bizarre addiction to porn and media. Granted the effects on my grades were still present but it felt like a whole house of cards just waiting to fall apart. It's terrifying because at that point you don't want to trade the small amount of executive control you've gained for anything so experimenting with other medication feels risky. I envy that you were able to go cold turkey off it and still find success in your life, I truly don't feel like I can succeed without the meds but I hate the demon that they've awakened in me.

[DontchaKnowit]

Dude its legitimately the best decision ive ever made in my life. I went from being a complete loner shut in weirdo to having a very fulfilling life within 2 years. In fact I just got engaged. If you feel like amphetamines are fucking you up, you gotta just send it and get off em