[retrac]

Bit of a false dichotomy: some people survive a heart attack without intervention, but suffer crippling injuries as a result. It's entirely possible to develop arrhythmia, fall into a low-oxygen state where you get brain damage, and then have your stupid heart decide to start pumping again.

[giantg2]

That's fine. At least I'll be too brain damaged to go back to that hell hole.

[abfan1127]

you could leave now...

[giantg2]

Not really. I have a family to support and no real alternatives.

[abfan1127]

while I don't know the details of your situation. However, my experience says there's always an alternative. Sometimes it means networking yourself. Sometimes it means changing industries while still leveraging your skills. Sometimes it means getting some education/certifications (even at night). Good luck on your future.