[zeroonetwothree]

I have ADHD and sometimes my brain wants to do admin work but sometimes it doesn’t. It’s actually hard to predict, so that makes it even worse. If I do the admin stuff one time then people assume I’ll always do it but then next time I let it slip and that has negative consequences.

It kind of feels like I’m just a passenger and my subconscious is doing the driving in terms of my decisions if what to focus on.