[struggle]

You are right to touch on personal goals. Personally i feel that what we are doing is rather superficial and it doesn't really impact the world.

I did went through this exercise before and was on the edge of leaving the company after realizing the company will not be aligned with what I want to do in life. Unfortunately, I ended up staying as the company was just about to pick up and I am too invested to just leave.

Time to rethink I guess.