[aristofun]

Despite all your troubles you’ve been blessed with a family and kids.

It’s a great gift and the most valuable thing in your life whatever else you accomplish.

And you already have it, right there. This is how god loves you. Don’t turn away his gifts, he can change the attitude. Cherish it, enjoy it, it will not last forever.

Get your shit together and just fight through.

Seek for people, real people who can help, there are plenty of them (including decent psychiatrists who don’t just rip and drug you off).