[ganeshkrishnan]

>I learned a long time ago, that HN and YCombinator were never for me.

It's not you personally and don't take it too hard on yourself. A vast majority of people on this planet won't fit the "founder personality" and thus won't make it.

It's more interesting to bootstrap your own company and if push comes to shove you can look for incubators in your own city and apply for it.