[bell-cot]

Seek professional mental health care NOW.

If you've had sh*tty experience(s) with that, then seek better providers. They do exist, and can be found. Priority is their soft skills to help you, in your own situation. Fancy degree & certifications are not what you're looking for in a provider.

[cypherofreal1ty]

I have been seeking mental healthcare but i am not sure they understand the severity of my problems. i was prescribed meds but i keep missing to take them on time, as per suggested schedule.

this makes me doubt whether i have a mental problem or i am just a lazy, unorganized person who can't change my dysfunctional habits.