[Calcumater]

Have you seen a medical or psychiatric professional? That would be my first recommendation. Defining any problem is the first step toward solving it.

[cypherofreal1ty]

i consulted an adhd specialist who said i am unlikely to have adhd, but could possibly have a personality disorder. i was supposed to go for another session later on but she had implied that i am only mentally capable enough to be a bagboy/cashier in a store.

But now that i think about it, she may have been right. My actions and beliefs do seem to point to a low intellect and i may be narcissistic.