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I went from 10m of Lexapro to 20 during the lock down , been cutting down to 15 for a few months now . Taking it slow ... Cause when I quit abruptly a few years ago... I caught myself , while gazing at my 12 year old ... "I'm gonna miss him" .... that scared me, I'm not suicidal OR homicidal but .... having that thought freaked me out .... so I started taking them again . I hate it . I feel like it's why I don't care to have sex Scared