[abol3z]

I am in the same boat. Had so many tries and like many others, all of them failed. I had some hard time during COVID as well, so I decided to rethink my path.

I was living in a racist place where I was discriminated, I tried my best to keep the boat afloat, but eventually burned myself and the boat.

Now I took a step back, moved to a new place, started learning a new language cause it is fun. I am basically living a simple life and working on recovering myself and (hopefully) getting ready for when the next opportunity comes in.

What I think is a bit different is that many people has lost hope completely, I still have some hope that life will give you another chance, I just need to be ready.