[adhdexperience]

Yeah, from what I know of people with ADHD, this doesn't sound like ADHD person on amphetamines ... well, unless one of the things that ADHD caused them is being a people pleaser due to rejection sensitivity and I did hear that medication can help a lot with this - like it does help with doing things you have aversion to, so if you only were nice to other people because "what if they don't like me otherwise", you could now feel liberated to be the uncaring self-centered bastard ...

But getting the dose is tricky, talking to them about better drugs could help.

If you are affraid of addiction ... yeah, some behaviors can look like that, and there can certain degree of physiological dependence ... but "I am anxious my meds that help me function better will run out, with shortage and prescription hoops" and "damnit, I forgot to take my meds in the morning and now it is too late and I am angry, because I can basically write-off the rest of the day" is fairly standard medicated ADHD experience :-)