[steve_adams_86]

You nailed it. I was in a similar position not so long ago and I began to feel eerily hopeless. It was irrational. I got a lot of offers eventually. But damn it felt bad at times.

I’ll admit, most offers weren’t what I hoped for. The market isn’t great. I held out (with white knuckles) and eventually landed with a great team, product, and compensation. In the week that I accepted the offer, I had 3 others on the table. When it rains it pours I guess.

It took a while and it seemed impossible at times. But that’s life. You keep at it. You make it work. Whatever you do, don’t give up because you think it’ll be too hard. You need to push that envelope a bit and really test it before bailing for trucking school. Don’t let self doubt limit you; let reality do that.

I feel for OP though. I’ve never had a hard time finding work in my life. I’m the most competent and valuable I’ve ever been, yet it was a legitimate struggle. That feels very, very bad. Especially with a family to take care of.

But yeah, it’ll work out. It’ll take a lot of shitty interviews, a lot of applications and cover letters, self doubt, all of it. But you just have to do it.

Good luck!