[dansult]

Sometimes work is just work. This is just my take but I work mostly for the money and that money lets me do things I love. I find most of my software development joy outside of work. I don't let my job define me or my happiness. Otherwise, if that's not helpful advice, I'd try things like the jobs board on here, or other startup-y board because you'll have more impact at those and might find an interesting problem space.