| > I have spoken to these places prior -- they did not do as they promised, it's why we replaced the myor. Sounds like you definitely made a name for yourself and even though the underlying morals of your activism might be good this doesn't lessen the impact on your local community so it might be that you are effectively "persona non grata" there? > I'm on the autisti spectrum, I can do an interview. I second what the parent comment said - your thoughts are indeed unusual based on your writings here. > Keep in mind... I'm an edge case. I knew Vilerat. I worked for an EFF board member. I'm a literal dissident. Don't know who that is, but either way being an edge-case and dissident isn't something to be proud of for someone in your situation. You need to sweep all of this under the carpet and not bring it up ever until you get back on track. Lie and make up a believable backstory if necessary. > People like say, Richard Baumhaummers(sp?), who shot up the Indian grocer down the road from where I used to get my haircut... he didn't go to Waterfall and have a nice vodka mate. He didn't go to the Louvre.
> He was all insane, all the time, in a way that wasn't due to drugs or alcohol.
> I am worried people are not interacting in good faith, and that I'm scared I will not react diplomatically to this pattern continuing. Bringing these things up is completely irrelevant and weird which would put people off. The last bit especially is unnecessary - what are you hoping to achieve with such a threat? Do you just want people to tell you what you want to hear and reaffirm your misguided thoughts? That might make you feel better but won't help you get off the streets. Based on the above you absolutely have a communication problem (and maybe indeed a mental health problem that you should seek help for) and I think this might be the reason you've basically lost touch with everyone despite name-dropping some pretty famous companies you've been involved with? |
He can see the breakdown coming, it's self awareness and a fair warning of his feelings (to himself and others).
That's how it used to be.