I still find myself going back to Ram Dass and Alan Watts. There is magic in their experiences which shows in their storytelling. They know very well the limits of their experiences. There is a talk in which Ram Dass is telling story about his Guru and at the same time deconstructing it in a funny way.
Love Alan Watts lectures, the way he explains things they just seem to make sense. He’s very good at translating the meaning of eastern philosophies into western concepts
If you take everything as a task to be done and life as goals to achieve, then that might be a good book
Otherwise Reddit’s /r/meditation, /r/streamentry or just the Calm app might be better starting points