[kagakuninja]

Sorry, that is how it is. I am a meditator, and recently taking a class on tantra, I can't visualize for shit. Other people are seeing fucking Avalokiteshvara dressed in silk and jewels, I just see a fuzzy void.

I've also had lucid dreams where I am flying around in a gray void. Interestingly, I have had some hypnogogic states where I could see a page of writing, but I have no ability to summon any image at will.