[aszantu]

bible was the first book - weirdly enough, what I took from it was that women are worthless, and so I never wanted to be one... so I behaved like the boys did, screaming, biting, fighting a lot... feels like a lot has gone wrong after this, and hopefully I took enough pain, so someone else didn't have to suffer like this.

Then I was pretty much raised by the Perry Rhodan scifi books - they were a bit like star trek, lots of physics in there, that lasted from 6-16 or so, I guess I missed puberty a bit.

byron katie's - the work, turned around a lot of beliefs I held, I've been suffering less lately.