[dylanhassinger]

i would suggest getting a job (any job) so u can live to fight another day

remote job would give you the most lifestyle freedom.

at least temporarily, turn your old self into a character that u perform 8 hrs a day. thats what we all have to do, really

then figure out the rest when you can

[halfoutcloset]

Yea, I'm finding this market to be significantly more competitive that I thought it would be. Which not impossible I will do virtually anything for this. It's just tough managing depression, and the existential dread that this might not happen.