I do not like memories, as change can hurt my heart. I try to look back only about a year and just take a lot of photos anyway because my memory of events isn’t so good.
You're the first person I met who feels the same way I do. I don't like looking at old photos. Nothing to do with "regret" everything to do with those lovely times are never going to happen again.
Yes, exactly! 0 regrets, all about some moment literally never happening again until the end of time.
Furthermore, the person I'm with is extremely emotionally intelligent, and she has experienced deep loss of over 20 people... she is an extreme veteran when it comes to emotionally accepting death/change.
For me, I feel like looking at memories is only a reflection how I can be hyper intelligent, but emotionally I feel like I'm 12 sometimes with how I deal with certain things. Maybe that it takes me a long time to integrate things which are painful. Above all else, daily, I feel perfectly capable and sharp, and I know deep down I will be fine, but then there is always this otehr side... hard to explain