[momirlan]

not existing is not going to remedy that. the only way is to keep trying. some people here recommend MDMA, or other chemical help (never tried myself).

don't do goals, I'd have been long dead if I ever checked my achievements. life is good, just have to get this dark curtain off.

good luck mate !

[iwant2endmyself]

That's what I am looking for, some chemicals or experimental procedures or whatever it takes.

Keeping aside goals, my problems have significantly hindered my ability to function normally.

[momirlan]

what you are saying applies to everybody. if I start talking about my problems and how i failed to become rich we'll spend a lot of quality time together. trust me, we're all just winging it, most of us. you need to get out of your brain.

[momirlan]

forgot to mention, i got the same symptoms, but am close to retirement. still happy !