[logicalmonster]

Lasting for 5 years in any company means you were doing some things right.

Right now you sound very defeatist and negative and it would be tough for somebody to hire you if this is the mindset you convey to the world.

Treat this as a creative writing exercise. Sit down and list the things you did, and spin them as positively as possible. Even if you didn't do something perfect, so what? You think every company out there is doing everything perfect?