I try but it is hard when there is a real Psychosis Simulator around you that uses learned helplessness to put you in a loop where you cannot get out because whoever is doing this knows all of my traumas and knows how to trigger me so I feel completely scared to even go out to the hallway and use the restroom. Yes, I know how I sound, but please have more empathy, I am a human being and I am rational like you. I am just in an extreme situation that I cannot escape or fight in any way because it is designed in that way, or so it seems, because you won't believe that I have recorded my hallucinations, which proves that there are no hallucinations.
I understand that. I have and they have quitted their jobs. I am not kidding. There is not much medical help to give to someone who is being tortured every day. Although it doesn't sounds rational, and I seem mentally ill, professional help of a physician has not been useful at all. I need legal, political and economic help. BCIs will be used to tortured or control populations and I am proof of it. I understand that this seems too weird to be true, and I understand that I don't sound rational, but I am rational. You cannot record hallucinations, therefore, you cannot get medical help because in that case you need help from the law.
I try to go out as much as I can.
Have a good day/night.