I agree with this. I cannot explain why I want to. It has something that I've craved to do my entire life, I cannot put into words or explain why, the hunger I feel to code. I feel very drawn to it and it is extremely appealing. That is all I know!
That's very interesting. What specifically are you drawn to? Is it someone else's code you saw or the feeling you got when you first automated something? Or is it the theoretical aspects of computing?