[rossdavidh]

More details would help. But, in general, when trying to solve a very big problem, it helps to break it into several small problems, and start solving them instead.

[inconfident2021]

Ruined bachelors. Ruined masters. Mid profile. No potential to be hired. Zero confidence in skills. Bad resume. Bad language skills. Horrible ego.

[JimtheCoder]

You can start by changing the narrative you tell yourself. No one said self narratives have to be 100% true..