[pif]

> With her gone now...

Oh, I'm so sorry...

In the last few years, I've lost my sister and my mom, and very recently my dad. We all miss him so much, it hasn't been a week yet; nevertheless, I can't be too sorry that he left, because he has stopped feeling the constant pain of the missing daughter and the departed adored wife.

Losing one's parent is painful, but losing one's children is so unnatural that nobody should ever know such a deep horror.

[swader999]

Yeah you miss them everyday. I get glimpses of her from the edge of falling into the dream state sometimes and she's glowing, radiant, calm and confident. She even hugged me one time. That gives me some peace. There's still pain and when I'm good with it, it motivates me to try harder, love more. Letting it fester and run around in my mind leads to true suffering so you got to turn that off and push through it.