[november84]

I feel troubled by this. Im still going to output. Trying to be efficient and look down the road to foresee issues/mitigate risk, but ill never be the same rockstar i used to be pouring blood sweat and tears into my work and reaping non of the benefits.

Its really hard to find a company that wont exploit their workers and I’m still looking. The saving grace being my ability to step away and be with my family or a quick doggy break really saves my mental faculties.

I feel like most younger people will perform better than older as they’ve yet to be jaded and exploited/abused nor do they typically (i assume) understand how to set boundaries professionally. Im not a master but im getting better on all my skills as i get older and that may mean i actually output less, depending on the circumstances/severity.