[Ckirby]

So rather unpopular opinion here and i expect to be downvoted

Tough luck kiddo, but you are reasonably fucked

The sad thing about these injuries is that they are in fact life changing

You are not the "bright young student" that you used to be you need to get it out of your head that these things are still an option

You might at one day recover but for now that's not something for you to rely upon

The person you used to be is now dead

[lusus_naturae]

Patently untrue. Recovery from physical and emotional trauma is possible. It requires actively working at it.