| I'm 30 and this is my situation: - I have health issues that decrease my quality of life and leads to embarrassment. I can't work an in-person job anymore. - I work freelance but have one client, and they're an miser - very tight with cash, so I barely meet my minimum needed income to cover expenses and save a little. - Because of the above, I have been stuck in a very poor apartment for the last 8 months. Water leaks, air quality issues, noise, shit-water rings around the toilet base, dangerous electrical faults, etc - Prior I was a late to graduate college student, then worked at a few corporate jobs, but it killed me to be a part of that corporate dysfunction I saw every day. - I quit multiple jobs because they burned me out. - I think I'm still burned out because my client is being a prick, not giving me the hours I need yet expects me to be available. - I keep thinking about starting my own business, but no sustainable income = no business - I have an addiction to THC edibles because it makes my situation feel less hopeless. - I'm a complete idiot see above. |
I know something like THC or drugs will be my downfall in life, I have a very addictive personality and often cannot escape addiction of any kind