[toldyouso2022]

I am 35, I live on welfare and I never had a real job, only worked as a freelancer (never earned much, just a few thousands). My portfolio used to be okay a few years ago, but I was never able to capitalize on it and my programming skills because I have an inferiority complex due to the fact I don't have a degree. Of course abusive family, etc didn't help and they brought financial problems.

If you met me you wouldn't be able to tell I'm this ruined because I can socialize without problems, I'm not addicted to substances and I'm generally well liked (people invite me to events, etc). I just had a string of bad coincidences and I got thrown out of society.

especially in Italy, I feel once you go off the tracks it's hard to get back in society.

[226_ebro_treaty]

Have you thought about going back to college, at least part-time, to make yourself more employable in Italy?

[kevviiinn]

Abusive family can have a big impact on motivation and view on self worth. I hope you can see past the bullshit, you aren't worthless. Don't let them drag you down

[_fvh3]

Yep, especially because a lot of privilege and "luck" can come from family and connections

[toldyouso2022]

Thanks you're very kind