[gostsamo]

An internet forum of random strangers is not the best place for such a help. We might be well-meaning at the best of times, but qualified we are not.

If you are looking for some ideas, break out from your current life. Identify the sources of your stress and get as far as possible from them. Take an year or two to recuperate. Don't try to hold on to stuff, people, ideas out of habit or sense of obligation. If you can't fight it, flee it.

This is not a qualified advice, just a random internet idea.