[solarmist]

With what you've said, it makes sense to feel that way. I would encourage finding ways to think about it/express it, one that doesn't make it a character flaw.

Can you phrase it in a less absolute/intrinsic way, though? "I am a dumb dumb" isn't a solvable problem.

I encourage you not to personalize this (Using "I am"). You may not be a mediocre software engineer, but that does not equal YOU being a dumb dumb.

That's a false equivalence. I'm sure there are areas where you are not a dumb dumb.