[kingkongjaffa]

1. This is a weird place to post this, Reddit has several subs with a user base much better equipped to handle this.

2. You're having weird feelings because you're grieving.

3. You have a strange perception of the women in your family, as if they are helpless and need looking after.

3.1 That's a lot of pressure to put on yourself, they will be okay, you are not expected to be a white knight riding in to fix everything and support anyone.

3.2 I Guarantee they are not so helpless, 2/3rd of them raised you and have already been supporting your family and your dad.

Sorry for your loss.

[Temporarily21]

I tried reddit but my post was removed because - it involves someone underage or it is too personal. There are some not so active subs like rant that accepted my post and I got one reply which said that they are not my responsibily.