[blep_]

And a few other mental disorders, yeah. "Depersonalization" is the relevant search term.

This was the real "sudden insight" I got from trying meditation off and on for a few years: that the complete detachment they try to achieve and the complete detachment I've been feeling for most of my life are the same thing. The only difference is they did it on purpose.

I have been enlightened, and it is the biggest source of suffering in my life.