Thank you for the explanation, which gives me a better idea of what you were talking about. It's definitely food for thought for those like me in pointless jobs.
No sweat. I definitely don't want to downplay the reality of your frustrations with your job. It's just that the many facets of the topic of work are very meaningful to me and I have a lot of strong convictions about it. How to enjoy work or find meaning in it is a whole other conversation but I'm truly sorry your job sucks.