[kthrowaway]

I dunno what to tell you. I will say that I have also been prescribed multiple antidepressants (Sertraline, Lexapro, fluoxetine, wellbutrin) and I stopped them all because I hated the side effects, so pharmaceutical companies haven't been any help to me either. That's why I was so initially interested in the potential in ketamine as a treatment. If it works for you, more power to ya. I have a friend who goes in for regular infusions and says it's better than any antidepressant she's ever been prescribed.