[msrenee]

You've got maybe a more exhuberant way of saying it, but I've got a similar outlook anymore. I've always been awkward and no good at fitting in with the "popular" crowd. I take some getting used to and people who don't know me misunderstand my intentions. I stopped trying to fit the imaginary mold where if I just speak this way and talk about these things, people will like me. I try to be a good person, I work hard, help people out, and if the way I look at you and the way I talk are so off-putting that you don't want anything to do with me, then it's your loss.