[Mz]

I wish I could help foster two things:

1) That you have a more beautiful life that involves somewhat less suffering than you seem to have (something I am working on and achieving for myself).

2) That you and HN get to a more peaceful place with each other. When I was more of a mess, I really hated how much drama I brought to the communities I participated in.

If there is any way I can help you (or HN) with either of those, please don't hesitate to write me.

Have a wonderful new year Sebastian.

(PS: I don't think we are of the same generation. I am 46. My understanding is you are substantially younger.)