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This demonstrates that a) in general, you love programming: when someone is seven years old and spends their time learning how to program, it's rarely because of an oppressive parent figure breathing down their neck; b) you don't enjoy and therefore skimp on some rigorous/esoteric aspects of programming (which is normal, considering the subject is in totality such a vast intellectual field that you can easily have aspects you are super enthusiastic about, and others that bore you to tears), with the concrete result being as you said.