[ajeet_dhaliwal]

I have a similar background. I don't think you can regret it because it's the circumstances you found yourself in early in life I guess as a child. If you were severely bullied or mistreated to be insecure and lack confidence it's natural you will need to unlearn that and it will slow you down compared with those raised in a more positive environment. Just bad luck. Look at the positives instead, you have a decent brain, you're not severely handicapped etc. Just try your best man.