[ideonode]

Not sure I personally understand the point you're making. Are reading and deploying to production activities that are mutually exclusive in your life?

[pkrumins]

Time spent reading books is time not spent deploying. The only thing that matters is deploying.

[sireat]

I am deeply saddened to hear this Pēteri...

Hopefully your state is transitory and you will find balance again.

[angelbar]

Maybe he will bring balance to the force?

[pkrumins]

Lulz