[eyelidlessness]

I would have been a shit parent to a human child. I would still be a shit parent to a human child. I don’t want one, if I accidentally had one they would eventually not want me too. I’ve been a half decent parent to my youngest sibling, because what you say about life forcing you to change has some truth.

I’ve experienced what you described with my pup, but that’s because she is exactly the bond and the responsibility that fits my life. It revolves around her, every day, all the time. No amount of parenting a human would ever change that.