[jotm]

Yes, I've started using illegal, what many consider "heavy" drugs just this year and it is changing the absolute trainwreck of a life I've had.

I only regret putting it off for so long because y'know, drugs are bad mmmkay.

I'll say that managing addiction is pretty hard, I seem to be able to do it even after falling into binges a couple of times (which is really dangerous).

I cannot stress enough that you need to have personal responsibility and really understand it.

But, when your only other option seems to be suicide (which I failed at, too), why not.