[Calavar]

Based on a skim of your Twitter, it looks like you were accused of committing a lewd act with a minor. You believe that this was an unfounded accusation. The police seem to agree because they have decided not to charge you with a crime, but the stigma has hurt you personally and professionally. You want to be charged with a crime so you can prove yourself innocent in court. It also appears that many, many people you know have urged you to seek mental health care, which you perceive as attempts to gaslight you.

I won't discuss the mental health component further because I don't see why you would trust an anonymous HN comment on this topic if you are skeptical of the motivations your friends and family.

Due process and right to a trial don't apply to your situation, since those are rights for people who have been charged with a crime. There is no constitutional right to be charged with a crime on request.

I understand your desire to prove your innocence in court, but even if you were able to do that, it is highly unlikely (read: near zero chance) that it would reverse the damage to your career and personal life. Based on the lack of potential benefit, time spent on trying to be charged with a crime is likely to be time wasted. I suggest that you move on and try to rebuild your life in other ways.

[Threeve303]

I appreciate the reply. It is more than most. This is a unique situation with a lot of history behind it. With that history comes proof of my innocence and a court room is the only place where I can call witnesses, present evidence, etc under oath.

Finally, the investigation is on going right now. As it has been for years. There is no crime to charge me with so there is no end to it.

It is a very unique situation and I am not guilty.

My right to a trial and due process does apply here. The Govt cannot injure you in the way it has done to me now for years without due process. Simple as that.

Courts prove guilt or innocence, not accusations and not law enforcement agents.

It is also not a mental health issue, thank you.

EDIT: Also I have tried to move on for years. I am not allowed to and they even refuse to give me ID or allow me to earn any income. I would love to move on. Endless investigation will not allow it.

Also to be clear, it has been heavily implied death is the result, I have survived multiple murder attempts already. I do not think this is how it is supposed to work. It was only a few seconds of accidential nudity, at home, after waking up from a nap.

This is being used to kill me without even charging me.