[_8j50]

I don't know, I've been there and it's like I have an opportunity to learn and do something wildly different or new and that's something to look forward to even if the only person that will appreciate what I did is myself. Imagine working at google if you found a flaw in their page rank algorithm or monarch db implementation/design? That would feel gratifying. I personally don't care much if I contribute to a society that gives -1 shits about me or appreciated by coworkers that will throw me under the bus if it meant a brownie point for them (been there, done that).