[Avtomatk]

I have spent the last 3 years in absolute solitude, I have not even spoken to my nuclear family due to problems of coexistence...

I can tell you that depression is nothing more than your body crying out to you to socialize, but not to socialize with anyone, but with a person with whom you can live peacefully...

Living alone your life loses meaning, soon questions arise such as: Why do I suffer so much in my work? Does it make any sense to suffer just to survive for no apparent reason? The reasons to live are given to you by your "friends".

But where to find those friends? I don't even know, at school you get mixed up with random people and if you're lucky you find someone, at university it's the same, but if you were unlucky enough not to find friends in either of them, you're finished, then you have to work and there you will not have time to make friends, unless you have time to do a sport or a hobby.

If you ask me what the solution is, it is a very long article that I am working on.