[xwolfi]

It's normal, it's the grind. You can leave to see another business and start back from the bottom, learn new tricks etc. After a few more years join a mega corp and it'll be a breeze.

One thing to note maybe: you will not change the world from your country in a software job, you will not replace experience with self awareness and you will not act upon others unless you have the ability to act for them.

Leave, evolve, stay humble.